I just spent the last 20 minutes reading my blogs from the past few years (there aren’t that many because I am not very consistent in my blogging…hence the resolution to blog more often) and I realized something almost scary. They still relate to me right now and not in a good way. There are still some of the same problems that I was having a year ago, two years ago that I am having right now. It was like God reminding me of lessons that I have forgotten. Am I really going to make Him teach me these things over and over again?
My word for 2011 is new. I want new things this year. I want new joys and new struggles. I want new lessons now the same things over and over again. I am deciding right now that I will not live in the past. I am going to have a new day every day and embrace what that truly means, but I don’t know what that means. I will let you know when I get there 
